I Miss You

So skype is one of the most amazing things the has been invented i am exactly 2,884 km or 1 day and 11 hours from my step-mum, dad and my little brother the amazing baby sean. But i can sit on skype and talk to them as if they were only sitting across the room from me, and this has been a god send. To sit here in my room in the beautiful Far North Queensland and talk to them in cold old melbourne town. to see my little brother growing up is amazing even though i'm not there with him i can still see him and talk to him, play games with him.




So basically i miss my family, i miss just sitting with them and i miss being surrounded by them. I try not to dwell on the situation that i'm missing my little brother grow up. I miss my big brother and getting drunk with him. Helping him out, he's my partner in crime. why is it that when someone needs your help you can't be there to do it. It breaks my heart just that little bit every time i think about it. I miss my brothers. I'm missing sean grow up and I'm missing out on helping Matt to grow up. It's obvious that he can't do it by himself and that really sucks.


I miss my step-mum and talking shit with her and i miss her laughing at my lack of self control when it matters the most. I miss her cooking and i miss spending time with her, and i miss just being surrounded by people that love me unconditionally. 


I miss my dad, I miss getting drunk with him, and the way he disapproves of some of my choices, and i miss lunching with him and i miss everything about the fact that i can't see him. I miss hearing about his golf buddies and i miss him talking shit. I miss you Daddy. 


I miss my Grandma, i miss her telling me that my tattoos are trashy and that i should think about what I'm eating, and i miss her beautiful nature and the way she always tells me I'm her favourite and i miss her judging me and i just plain miss her. 




But most of all i miss my mum. Because she's my best friend and because she's always been there for me. 
I sometimes wish that she was here with me, other times i just with that i could take back coming here. 
Not that i don't want to be here i love Port and i love Pretty Little Bitch Girl and all the rest but i miss my mum the most, and i sometimes i wish i could just give it all up and go home, but i won't do that. I'll stick it out. 


I just makes me sad to see what i am missing. 


I love you guys, miss you..




Love 
   The Chapel Street Princess.
                              Xxx

To sleep with you or to not..?

Getting the text for a small get together on a lazy warm Tuesday after. 

so basically yeah i'm there :) 

Had plans to go into town tonight because i know a certain young man will be there one i would be pretty keen to sleep with. Pretty Little Bitch Girl: THIS DOES NOT MEAN I LIKE HIM, just that i would like to sleep with him :P

Two very very different things.  Or are they?

Do you have to like someone to sleep with them, You have to be into them yeah, but do you have to have feelings for them to sleep with them. 

The first person i slept with i didn't have any feelings for i did it because i was drunk

The second person was because i was into older men :) 

The Third person i was in love with so thats that. 

The Fourth was a drunken night out, i didn't have feeling so him, but he's a friend and again with the older men thing :) 

But do you need to Like someone to sleep with them??

I think that it's up to you really. No one can answer that question for you. So think about it. 

I'm starting to think that you do need to like someone to sleep with them. with one exception :)

Lot's Of Love 

  The Chapel Street Princess 

       Xx

Seedy Sunday

So sitting her listening to Regina Specktor on a Seedy Sunday :)
Last night was a good night :) Strange things and strange people also played a part :)
The Chef now has a room mate and has failed to mention this for like a month.. maybe not be strange but is strange that he didn't mention  it.  She is a little odd though. haha

And as for The Microwave man i am a fan. A huge fan :) Pretty Little Bitch Girl seems to be of the opinion that i went and saw him on my little outing yesterday. Can't say this is true, but i like to fuck with her so won't say that it's untrue either :) As a young friend once said to me.. I would go there and come back again, then go there and come back and maybe a few more times for good measure. but yeah those words from The Barista Boy have stayed in my mind for quite a few years haha.

I don't really get one thing though. If a boy's a cheater will he always be?
My ex cheated with me on his ex.. ( I didn't know they were still together) and then cheated on me with his now Gf. I should have seen it coming. Because i believe once a cheater always a cheater. Regardless of the fact of them being sorry and regretting it or not.
So Cheater once will be a Cheater always??
Or
Anyone can make a mistake??


You choose your path.. but i will just tell you that regardless of if you love your man, if he cheats on you  LEAVE HIM, you deserve better.

Lot's Of Love
    The Chapel Street Princess
        Xx

Tattoos and Cocaine

So i'll start with the fact that Port fails on the shopping front.. so Cairns missions are a must every few weeks..
But not anymore :) a new shop opened today called Nothing Over $22 :)

So after work i came home then went back into town for an inconspicuous reason ;) and decided to try it out.. Well i could have bought a million things. But instead i  bought one. One lonely item that so far has no new friends. But that will change tomorrow :)


I also went to see Tattoo Boy and organised getting my new one done. Next Friday when i finished work i will be inked for the fourth time :) kind of excited.. kind of scared a little haha :)

But yesh this shall conclude my blogging for now :)


Lot's Of Love
     The Chapel Street Princess
          Xx

The Supposed Best Friend and the Beautiful Bouncer

So what happens when your amazing best friend and the bouncer at your usual drinking spot decide to take advantage of your missing memory....Well i'll tell you what....

You get slightly confused at first because you can't actually remember kissing The Microwave Man, and i'm as sure as anything that it didn't happen but when the sober bouncer tell's you it did, well maybe just maybe it did. Confusion was my first thought because there is no way that it happened because i do not remember doing it in the first place, secondly the best friend can persuade basically anyone to do her bidding. This is includes the amazing bouncer.

Later that night this so called best friend decided that she would fall into a bush and bring me crashing down with her.. Causing much damage to my hand ;) and extreme damage to the best friends thigh. Quite comical may i add :) haha her leg is now bruised and swollen. But tonight i am keen for a repeat but it will be even better as no work tomorrow :) so the last thing i will say is if your drinking tonight...
Happy Hangover :)

Lot's Of Love
    The Chapel Street Princess
       Xx

The Missing Memory....

So what happens when chunk of your night goes missing and you remember vaguely what happened at the start and a little in the middle and there is one prominent person but you also remember seeing him doing karaoke..


So the other night when The Pool God got home from the mines we went out and i thought na i won't have a big one because i have to work at 8 tomorrow morning..Well at like 10:30 we got cut off at the bar.. and some how sweet talked our way into more drinks :) always a plus hah. 


We went on our way to the next venue about 12 and then my time for 12:15 till about 1:00 is missing... I remember walking in and talking to some friends then i remember talking to the Microwave Man and this is where I'm getting confused. I remember giving him a hug and kiss... then being on top of the table with him... but then i can't remember what happened on the table.. there was two takes at the table and in between we were standing up holding hand and then being back on the table the next thing i knew i was trying to find my housemate and it was like 1:00... 


I am still so epicly confused at to where i was and who i was with... I know the Microwave man and The Joker played some part in my missing memory.. but when i did get upstairs to the housemate The Joker was there so i am sure of his part played.. i can't ask him thought haha, because of other person involved in the situation of the missing memory..
But i'll keep you posted as to what i can remember from the night. :) 


Lot's Of Love
    The Chapel Street Princess
      Xx

When the only thing left to do i lie..

When the only thing left to do i lie... 

I have always been a good lier...
i can lie to get out of anything.. but i know someone who can't lie at all, even to save herself.
This has cause numerous troubles for her and implicating me in her lack of lying abilities.


I love this girl to bits but the amount of trouble we have gotten into because of this is countless :|
She can't even lie to cops...
One example..
Officer: What are you ladys doing out at 4:00am on a tuesday morning?
Girl: Going to the movies
WHO THE FUCK GOES TO THE MOVIES AT 4:00am ON A TUESDAY MORNING!!!
this is only an example of what she would say to tell you an actual story would give away her identity.

But lying was never her strong point... so to all you lads out there if you think that she is lying to you think again because she couldn't even do it to save the love of her life from leaving her..

But i can lie my way out of anything...

In any given situation i could lie to you with you realising it...

I may be lying to you to save you from something.. or lying to you because i feel that its for your own good....

So think about that...

Lot's Of Love

   The Chapel Street Princess

       Xx