The only think that i can really think of to say is....
WHY WHY DIDN'T YOU BEG ME TO STAY!!
Every time i think about our lives and the way things were it rips my heart apart a little bit.
You are my best friend and the only person who gets me.
I miss you more than i could ever express. I want to come home. i want to do it more than anything in the world. I want to be the one who gets to sit at home with you and pretend were busy i want to be the one
Who will be there to make sure you don't enter the kitchen because a cockroach has taken over..
...i want to be the one...
Who will have multiple weirdo crushes on men that can entertain you for hours just thinking of 'why?'...
...I want to be the one who
Will be lazy and sit at home in my pjs, paint my nails, and think all day of what you will wear that night - that of course we don't end up wearing...
...I want to make you laugh when you could cry...
...I want to stay home on a weekend and drink cups of tea watching tv series and tell everyone else we are busy just to escape it all every now and then...
It doesn't matter what it is as long as i'm with you doing it.
So maybe i kind of hate it and want to come home.
So maybe it's not all i thought it would be.
So maybe the grass isn't greener on the other side.
So maybe the grass kind of FUCKING SUCKS
So maybe it isn't about how much you earn maybe it's about being with your bestie.
I would rather be a name tramp with you by my side than be one with anyone else.
I would rather be a Skanky Hoe with you than with anyone else.
I would rather be a Trashy Bitch with you than with anyone else.
And i would much rather eat dinner with you everynight that talk to you on the phone.
I would much rather ride my bike with you than drive my car.
I would much rather babysit with you than alone.
I would much rather be there than here.
I MISS YOU, and i want to come home.....
Lot's Of Love
The Chaple Street Princess
Xxx
