I miss HAVING a best friend.

I miss my best friend......I miss HAVING a best friend.
I miss being myself.... I miss you because I don't feel like I belong here anymore. I miss you because I don't feel like I have to prove myself with you... I feel like I always have something to prove here.

I don't get your inside jokes, I don't get why it’s funny. I don't get half the things you say, and to be brutally honest..... I have no idea why I feel this way, but I know I can't go on like this...
Just because you ignore something does not make it go away.

I am not who I used to be... I lost that right and I’ll never be able to get myself back. I will never have that power ever again.

Some day’s I feel like I have made the worst decision of my life; I should have never come back. I don't belong here anymore.....

But some days like today I LOVE MY LIFE

I love my friends and I love Melbourne, but Port & Pretty Little Bitch Girl Stole my heart :D

If you treat me how I want to be treated then baby we'll get along fine, but if you continue down the path you have started buddy, you can forget ever having anything to do with me again.


Lots of Love
     The Chapel Street Princess
        Xxx